Shantam Prem takes Initiative
The brain storming here at sannyasnews.com gave me the thought yesterday, to simply phone Jayesh and Neelam to broach a one to one meeting. They owe it to the memory of the Master and also they had such a warm working relationship for more than fifteen years. I also know how a few womenfolk in the ashram put out all their jealousy towards Neelam and lodged it into Jayesh’s ears.
Before He died, the way of these women and their manner of palace politics was to get the attention of Osho, after Him it was of course Jayesh. The same kind of palace backbiting one reads about in the history books. And I am sure both of these old souls will agree with this.
I know, it is very difficult to get the email or phone of Jayesh, i understand somehow he is a private person by nature who likes to operate behind the scene. However through the website of Osho Nisarga, I could get the mobile of Neelam. I have mentioned to her in my ensuing phone call that she must gather her heart together and ring Jayesh directly, at least for the sake of the old days. In existence, nothing lasts for ever. If friends turn enemy, enemy can turn to friend also.
After I had placed this phone call I realised how time passes. Last time I had spoken with Neelam on the phone, was in 1993, when I used to work with her. When i said,” Neelam Ma, i am Shantam speaking. – Within a second she replied,” Oh Iqbal(my legal and first sannyas name), after such a long time!.”
This is an Open appeal to Jayesh at the same time.
Please, show the humility. you can create a better history by saying Hi to Neelam and making the way for a summit meeting. Let right hand joins the left, for the NAMASTE
My God, millions of eyes have seen you people in the very first row sitting before Osho…… Come on beloveds, recall those golden moments..break the ice, you have this tremendous trust from Osho as front row disciples. I love you and apologise for my hard words – it happens too when there is love…. Love is not just kiss kiss!!
With passion for Him
PS- As Yogendra, younger brother of Jayesh is on my facebook friends list, i will send this letter to him also.