Lokesh, there is no need to ´help me out´ about the devastating effects of public rumours* so far, and there is no need with the graphic design you added with the rolling pin as a warning/blackmailing or whatsoever.

Sure enough, you´re sometimes looking for a target for your performance as raging bull – and you imagined to have found one.

What I wrote about myself you didn´t and don´t relate to at all!
Nothing can be done about it, more so as your aggressive, creative stances are mostly not moderated at all over the time, I´m experiencing, writing here. But often even appeciated by the MODs and others who like to rage too…

You know, Lokesh, as in real life being harassed for a very long time by gang stalking perpetrators, I really loved to reaf Frank´s diversifications about the utter misuse of ‘Shadow-Work’ as a psychic black magic and as I would say, an obnoxious weapon to de-personalise a human being, and the unconciously raging stuff also for groups – is just one in its following. Sometimes even a collective riot!

And I know that, Lokesh, having been targeted that way since quite an unbearable long time.

So – I really loved to read what Frank did contribute recently re that aspect.
And can only recommend it also to others.
And there may be certainly – also for you – something in it, I suggest

That´s where I´ve been looking inside mostly these days, amongst trying my best to get my everyday life together, so to say.

As this kind of Black Magic, one can say, is part of so many so-called chats, also of our SN/UK one, I´d say.

Madhu!

It is double standard that sannyasins of a 21 year-old enlightened man tell me I am too young. I can be wrong, maybe for some reason, but don’t give reason of age, I cannot do anything about it.

MOD:
“It is to go too back and watch your videos in your 20s” – What do you mean here, please, Ritvik, it’s not clear.

Let me help you out. This is a public blog. Were I to write something totally untrue about you, like, “Madhu and her constant intake of barbiturates and alcohol”, don’t tell me you would not find that a bit weird and probably have something to say in response to such a ridiculous accusation. Or how about, “here is a recent photo of Madhu at the SN convention”?

Rational means based on or in accordance with reason or logic.
A spiritualist is a person who believes that the spirits of the dead can communicate with living people.

As Guru Spock would say, does not compute.

MOD:
Go ahead then, Shantam, join the queue!

(P.S: I reckon some might dispute that self-definition..).

I mean to say, your first ‘darshan’ with Osho was in an Indian airport. I have seen film footage of the occasion. That was not a darshan. It was a chaotic mess. Definitely not the right atmosphere, so it most have been the right doctor, you know the one they call Doctor Feelgood.

No – “no silent treatment, or what?”

And no, I´m not entering sleeping times with a cup of camomile tea; but I´m thinking these times of a ´lavender one´as a good rest at night is far from my reach for a very long time.

And as far as a controlled or uncontrolled use/experience with psychedelic substances goes, I don´t know a thing.

Sometimes there’s happening just a strong impression about the different phases of the sannyas sangha , especially in Pune I, and that I´ve been blissfully unaware at that time about the differences re our ´filter bubbles´ (where we came from), as one would call it today.

Dancing the Sufi Dances or attending the famous Music Group – not knowing a ´thing´, feeling united, one can say.

Same about some group-settings – even the shocking ones – like former encounter…I cherish these memories too.

Won´t be able (not willing now) to be a sparring partner about what you like to
trigger by your response (at 2:05 pm).

Madhu

Madhu, what about all that guff you wrote about me swallowing “stuff”? Giving me the silent treatment, or what? Or maybe you are entering the sleepy time with a cup of camomile tea.