And now the majority of the world`s population still supposedly believe in the same God! Beam me up, Scottie!

As far as Jeremiah is concerned, I first heard about him listening to radio Luxembourg 208 under my pillow after lights out.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xsa6txKXb3w

“Writing one´s thoughts is more honest and humane than commenting on others, modifying others.”

Shantam, 99% of what you write here is bitching about others.

P.S:
I’ve just come in, after three hours helping friends decorate their living room.

Fine ‘democrat’ you are, eh, Shantam? Call yourself a ‘freedom fighter’?! No, just another dishonest, wannabe politician.

Call yourself a sannyasin? Then how come you can’t bear to really look at yourself?

Too much dishonesty, without and within.

Writing one´s thoughts is more honest and humane than commenting on others, modifying others.

So write something out of your experience. Share and be vulnerable. I cannot relate with the bystanders hurling stones or flowers.

And then:
“Why I should be loyal to master? He did not even know my name. I am loyal to his vision, his concept of commune, even it has failed because of the minds of faithful ones. One needs to be loyal to one´s inner needs and inner voice.”

And therein, I suggest, might well be the core of your problem, ie that you’re supposedly on some sort of ‘spiritual path’ as a sannyasin, yet you had absolutely no personal contact with Osho himself, and virtually zero with any other master or teacher.

So, lacking this crucial element that might well have provided invaluable internal guidance, a balance to your often aberrant emotions that have, as you yourself point out, landed you in an unenviable mess of a life situation, you’ve gravitated towards an overriding, all-consuming concern with externals, chiefly an idealistic concept of a commune where you could live ‘happily ever after’ (without a living master, so well within your comfort zone – and therefore spiritually questionable), turning yourself into a chronically discontented fanatic, while conveniently offloading the responsibility for your plight and your ensuing anger onto others.

It’s all very well to rationalise this by claiming “One needs to be loyal to one´s inner needs and inner voice”, but have you ever realised that there are multiple ‘inner voices’, at various levels, not necessarily just one, and moreover, that the one you’ve chosen to follow might not be all that intelligent, running, as it clearly does, on raw, unhappy emotion?

And by the way, Shantam, I’m still waiting for the rest of your answers.

There were, however, no hugs that we could see. But then again, maybe another clip would demonstrate that.

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WHAT, Chetna?!