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bodhisagar posted an update in the group Caravanserai 10 years, 5 months ago
Spiritual Lesson in an Aeroplane | spiritual atheistAs a teenager and early twenties I was an asshole and a jerk, then I satisfied my massive appetite of reading Osho’s books. Now I have (either an illusion or in reality) a feeling that I have grown ‘wise’. Of Course it is all borrowed wisdom and not that earned from self experiences, and one drawback of this, is a ridiculous urge to ‘brain fart’ or ‘jerk it off’ on another, somebody gullible, mostly somebody not bothered of Osho or any kind of spiritual search. It is a unbelievable temptation to talk the words of wisdom (copy Osho) in front of other people and when the whole scene gets more complicated or not as how you anticipated, I almost end up blank, because in the first place I was of course mimicking Bhagwan and in the second place I am not that good of an actor, am I.