Indeed, I read all the exchanges you mentioned and even took another effort just now to show up with it, AND thank you, indeed, to borrow me for the tinge being YOUR spectacles.
That´s fair enough – (MODS) – and Kavita, thank you too.

NO, no other tangent, I am on as you presumed, just another exemplar of the species.
Once again, we are unique, and we are blessed ones too. (I am stubborn, you see) and sometimes quite nice to borrow spectacals from each other, and thank you for this.

However, there IS another way of using ´eyesight´.
NO, I don´t want you to use the word ´love´ when you don´t feel it.
You took it wrong, I would say, and any time you may ask me for some of my spectacles, I have in my suitcases while travelling in virtual caravanserais.

Love

Madhu

Madhu

Uuh, uuuh, Kavita.

What for is that?
MAMA MIA…this is shooting with strong bullets…
As I find out the last decades, women have their ways to approach others of their same sex quite ´manly´.

Uhhh, uuuuh.

Madhu

Thank you, Shantam, my soul brother.

Thank you, SN / Parmartha, for allowing us to pour in whatever we have to offer, as much as you can.

This started with Anand Yogi’s comment, then my response to him & SD questioning me. Hope you have the time to re-read all that.

(MOD: KAVITA, WE’RE NOT RE-POSTING ALL THESE EXCHANGES! MADHU CAN FIND THEM EASILY ENOUGH IF SHE WISHES).

Now this is my comment made on 24th November, 8am, Pune, India:
I am not a lawyer, but self-defence is a natural process. As I am not an immaculate conception, nor do I have the need to claim I am one.

Thank you, Madhu.

Kavita, your question:

Would like to share with you that I share this ´need´ you spoke of too.
I have been looked at and interpreted for quite a while in the Ashram and other meeting places of THIS, as one who is in the ´crying game´. As it was evident that sometimes just tears were coming – Tears of Gratitude, misinterpreted often as tears of sadness (got my nicknames then).

Truth is, that in going INSIDE and also sitting amongst others, letting same to BE, I felt HOME, and know ever more that this is the only HOME we might have.

It´s very precious to get into that space, which indeed is none.

Besides being with Osho and His caravan, I only experienced that visiting Mother Meera or also visiting the disciples’ Meetings of a Tibetan Rinpoche (in ´Rigpa´). Not to forget the incidents when I am listening to a Concert every now and then with others who know to be Silent.

(I got a lot, still get more than a lot of quite nasty kind of interpretations).

I know that looking for a space where to enjoy that with others, what I call a ´Buddhafield`, has been getting more and more difficult to manage for me.

From your last lines, I interpret that you are staying in Pune just now – or maybe all the time while writing here?

To ponder about a ´who is who´ and ´enlightenment ratings´ I have never been interested and it’s not my cup of tea. The symptom though, that this is happening so far and so often, shows for me a misunderstanding of what Osho was about as also other Masters of Meditation, who are no charlatans (up to power and religious politics etc.).

To melt into acceptance also about a loss of joining somewhere with Friends of This is the challenge I am in, since many years. Life has to look for others ways – like the water which is simply running, and the challenge is, not to fight with obstacles (I often fail concerning that). Yet keeping the flow by Heart as to best capacity. Learning by the water. So the river in this city is such a good teacher.

I wish you very well, wherever you are, Kavita – and the other caravanserai visitors or contributors here too,
according to the issue, to cope with any obstacles the one or the other might have to face – like me – too.

Love

Madhu

Thanks, Kavita, for this new word I have learned today.

In astrology, it is similar to period of Saturn, when green is covered in snowfall. Nothing grows, one has to rely upon the savings for the rainy seasons.

Jupiter stands for the sprouting of the seeds, spring, and in spiritual structures, master and his presence.

The death or the absence of the master is a stern Saturn phase. You know yourself how many of our beloved friends and including us are living in the state of Hibernation.

I am touched by this word.

Here is one Kindergarten song, take it with you, my sister-like Friend, Kavita…

Immer wieder kommt ein neuer Frühling,
(Always and again comes a new spring)
immer wieder kommt ein neuer März.
(Always comes a new March)
Immer wieder bringt er neue Blumen,
(Always and again it brings new flowers)
immer wieder Licht in unser Herz.
(lways and again new light in our heart).